the reason i haven't seen my brother for twenty years is because he's been dead. or at least, i guess i thought he was. since he's here now good old ma had her share of issues and shot him.
[He's been blaming himself for Ben's death for almost half of his life. Only a few weeks ago was he able to let go of that guilt.]
i'm not looking for pity. i just want to think about it some more. i'm already over it or at least, i'm trying.
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or at least, i guess i thought he was. since he's here now
good old ma had her share of issues and shot him.
[He's been blaming himself for Ben's death for almost half of his life. Only a few weeks ago was he able to let go of that guilt.]
i'm not looking for pity. i just want to think about it some more. i'm already over it
or at least, i'm trying.